[11 Jul 2007|03:00am] [ mood | curious ] in 10 hours i will begin my sinful journey to the south, complete with too many energy drinks and more than enough cigarettes. im looking forward to a drunken wednesday night with my best friend where we talk about boy mistakes and sex. all this will be followed by probably the greatest 4 days of my life. which will include lots of cuddling, kissing, pot, mexican food, and after-sex cigarettes. i love my life when its 500 miles away. post comment

[08 Jul 2007|04:05am] [ mood | loved ] tennessee trip in 4 days. i cant wait to see what true love looks like again. post comment

[03 Jun 2007|03:09am] [ mood | happy ] so isaac left today. i got to spend 3 nice days with him. i've been crying off and on all day cause i miss him so much. i'm wearin his shirt that he gave me right now. :] for 3 short days, everything in my life seemed so right. he just called me actually and we talked for about an hour and a half. god i seriously can't believe that i ever fell this hard for someone in my whole life. i cant see my future with out him. he's seriously my everything, i'd do anything for him. im in love and so glad that our love never died. i love you baby so much. please keep things good. post comment

for some reason i REALLY want to see this. [24 May 2007|12:08am] 4 comments|post comment

[13 May 2007|11:59pm] [ mood | cranky ] fuck the whole male species. seriously. yea you "care" about me...but i'm sure you care about the 5 other girlfriends you have. pffft...player. don't matter cause when i was supposed to hang out with you 2 weeks ago on a wednesday, i was on a date...with someone else. im done with your games. post comment

ohh lust, how i adore you. [07 Apr 2007|09:33am] [ mood | guilty ] i dont know if it's the whole 'bad boy' image. but i can't get enough.... :P post comment

fuck this [16 Feb 2007|10:29am] [ mood | aggravated ] fuck this dude. 2007 you suck. first the boyfriend. now the car. i was on my way to work. didn't even get to calumet ave. and some dude in a black pick up truck. comes flying out the alley and nails the side of my car. i'm fine. but my car is fucked. can't even drive it. the whole drive side is smashed. and my left front tire is done. i have no door handles. my mirror is broken off. pieces of my car were everywhere. why couldnt this shit happen with my old car? not my fucken brand new car. DAMNIT. 3 comments|post comment

i miss you more now than ever. [14 Feb 2007|03:35am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | underoath ] i'm sorry things weren't great. i'm sorry things fell apart. i'm sorry i wasn't perfect. i'm sorry that you broke my heart. i'm sorry i expected too much. i'm sorry i thought forever. i'm sorry i wasted your time. i'm sorry i trusted you, never. i'm sorry when we didn't agree. i'm sorry for the times i cried. i'm sorry i can't see it your way. i'm sorry that i said i'm over it, cause i lied. i'm sorry i wanted this to last. i'm sorry that i couldn't be there. i'm sorry you don't feel the same. i'm sorry that you don't care. i'm sorry that i cared too much. i'm sorry that i loved you. i'm sorry i'm too emotional. i'm sorry that it's over, it's through. i'm sorry i wanted to give you the world. i'm sorry for holding you so tight. i'm sorry i can't stop loving you. i'm sorry i still think of you day and night. i'm sorry for being a jerk. i'm sorry for feeling so low. i'm sorry i don't want to do this. i'm sorry i don't want to let go. 2 comments|post comment

i'm just going to smile because it was amazing while it lasted. [04 Feb 2007|07:45pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | hollywood undead ] I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you! I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of our cuts! Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest. And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound. Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest. And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down. </3 post comment

[04 Dec 2006|05:49pm] [ mood | cold ] my journal never works. i dont feel well. i have a headache and i feel really light headed. and it prolly dont help that its 40 degrees in this house UGH I HATE THIS LIVING ENVIRONMENT 1 comment|post comment

[16 Oct 2006|10:06pm] [ mood | calm ] shes mine :) 2 comments|post comment

i love it [11 Oct 2006|01:10am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | new senses fail ] believe it or not...but there's over $300 right there ...and that's JUST from my tips since i started... road trip: Nov 3,4,5 .. finally get to go to the TN BTW..the new senses fail cd is damn amazing! i love you so damn much; ill even start to pray. ill put my faith in all your bullshit if it means youll stay. 5 comments|post comment

[23 Jun 2006|03:43pm] the new underoath cd is sitting in front of me as we speak :D "how come you try and fit the shape of what they tell you." love it post comment

[06 Jun 2006|05:35pm] so i'm pretty sure i'm part of the real world now...hmm january please come soon, and ut please accept my ass?! thanks bye 1 comment|post comment

[03 May 2006|11:24pm] my mom so agrees with the fact that i should go to TN for college! she said something along the lines of you need to get away sooner or later, why not now. don't listen to your dad cause if it was up to him you'd never leave. yea so im real excited, whatever happens happens. i've wanted to go there since gradeschool! GRIN 1 comment|post comment

[30 Apr 2006|11:42pm] [ mood | loved ] ♥ 4 comments|post comment

[26 Mar 2006|01:55pm] http://youtube.com/watch?v=R8lCMdMzspA 2 comments|post comment

[26 Oct 2005|10:19pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] WHITE SOX WORLD SERIES WINNERS 2005!! band wagon fans suckkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!! 4 comments|post comment

Maddie? [21 Oct 2005|08:08pm] :D 16 comments|post comment

[16 Oct 2005|10:45pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] WHITE SOX WORLD SERIES 2005!!!!! YEAAAAAAAA!!! 3 comments|post comment

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